
On Our Way to Porto Santo šļø
Now weāre sitting on the plane.
I have to admit, I was a bit surprised because the plane isnāt very bigāactually, itās quite small, and small planes scare me š„ŗā¦ but Iām trying to keep positive thoughts š
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Even though my daughter is 27 years old, I donāt want her to lose her mom just yet, and definitely NOT my sonāheās only 10. I really hope everything goes well š¬š.
Man, the older I get, the more scared I become of everything! I never thought Iād get this nervous about things⦠age has really caught me off guard.
The plane is starting to move now. Itās heading toward the runway, and my heart is poundingāit feels like itās right up in my throat. Ever since I turned around 43ā44 years old, itās just been getting worse every year š„š³š°. Iāve never had issues with this before, but now⦠š„ŗ.
I need to turn off my phone now, but Iām crossing my fingers and hoping for the best š.

