Once Again My ADHD Has Succeeded

Fuck… once again my brain has managed to screw me over. 😩

I had everything planned out perfectly for today. Seriously, the whole schedule was laid out in my head, neatly organized, like a beautiful puzzle ready to be put together. But, of course, ADHD had other plans. I got sidetracked… again. 🥺😓

Tomorrow, I have work, so there’s zero chance of hitting the library. And I have to print out my paperwork for school. With an exam next week, and me already in full-blown panic mode, there’s no room for error. I need to pass. This isn’t just stress—it’s “my life is hanging in the balance” kind of stress. 😭

I swear, I was laser-focused, ready to knock out my affiliate business tasks in one hour. Just one hour! But then… bam. My brain decided to derail me, and I got suckered straight into a distraction—right in my face. Before I knew it, I was down the rabbit hole, spiraling over the U.S. elections. Because, you know, why not obsess over things I can’t control?

I try to keep a positive mindset, but every time I read the news, this overwhelming sense of doom crashes over me. So there I was, getting all heated and leaving comments on Instagram. Me! Commenting! I never do that. Like, ever. But today, I had to go full-on highwire, panties in a twist, and wasted precious hours getting riled up over stuff that just leaves me feeling helpless. 😖

This struggle is real. It’s not as easy as “just get it together.” If you’ve been through this, if you get the madness that comes with an ADHD brain, please share your stories. Because unless you really understand, I’d rather skip the advice, thanks.

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